One-Sided Fire

In this quiet room, your silence cuts my skin
Every word I hold in never gets in
My hand reaches out, but there’s nothing to feel
Your heart’s a locked door made of steel
It’s just me now, loving for two
Standing right here, still losing you

Bang-Bang
Every truth hits hard
Your cold eyes draw the line
between my hope and your disregard
We choke on what’s unspoken

(Bang! love fires but I fall alone)
(No shelter when the feeling’s one-sided)
(Every shot says your heart is gone)
(I give you all, you stay divided)
(Whispers of “us” turn into scars)

Your touch is close but never real
I bleed from wounds you’ll never feel
I read your face, I know the sign
You’re already gone, I’m still inside
Every second’s a losing fight
Every breath begs you to stay tonight

Thunder breaks inside my chest
I gamble truth against your doubt
I loved you more, you loved me less
Now time collects what’s left

(Bang-Bang,)
(love burns but you don’t fight)
(No shadows left,)
(just me here)
(choosing you,)
(while you choose the night)
(Round and round,)
(my heart reloads)
(hoping you’ll turn,)
(but you never do)
(First I loved,)
(then I broke,)
(for you)

I am Phantom Rulusion