Blurry Years

The halls keep moving but I’m standing still inside them
Every year stretches out, I don’t know where the time went
The bell rings low and something in my chest gives in
I stop trying to understand, let the moment pull me in

“I’m losing track of who I was
Somewhere between who I become”

My head feels light but my future’s sinking deep
I’m right here in the middle but I’m not really with me

Every voice around me sounds the same
Every mirror shows another name

“I’m losing track of who I was
Somewhere between who I become”

I lose track of who I am when everything gets blurry
Yesterday feels distant and tomorrow’s always blurry
I’m still learning how to stand inside this changing role
I just let the years rush through me while they shape my soul

Faces passing slowly like I’ve seen them all before
Every hallway echoing louder than before
Every version of myself is breaking into two
Every step ahead feels like somebody new

“I’m losing track of who I was
Somewhere between who I become”

My head feels light but the world moves underneath
Everyone around me seems to know what I should be

Every year another skin to wear
Every thought dissolving into air

“I’m losing track of who I was
Somewhere between who I become”

I lose track of who I am when everything gets blurry
Yesterday feels distant and tomorrow’s always blurry
I’m still learning how to stand inside this changing role
I just let the years rush through me while they shape my soul

“I’m losing track of who I was
Somewhere between who I become”

I forget the sound of my own name
Every day rewrites the same
I don’t know what stays or not
Growing into who I’m not